Kiss in the Dark (prologue)

Title: Kiss in the Dark
Author: Ruder
Rating: PG-13 (for now)
Genre: AU, drama, romance, femme
Pairing: You'll get to know it later.
Beta: Marsa
Fandom: exist†trace
Chapters: prologue + 1/?
Disclaimer: I own only the story and I make no money with this or anything. ^^
Summary: This isn’t the end. It’s the beginning.
A/N: Okay! This is my first English story. Or okay... Not the first one that I'm writing but the first one which I'm going to release. I ask for your understanding because my English isn't perfect. That's also why my friend is checking my stories this time and will correct even some mistakes. But! Also take a note that also her English isn't so perfect (better than mine though, haha!). Still I really hope you like of this one! It's my first J-Rock fanfic after few years. (Those others, which you can find from my blog are mostly writen much earlier than the release date in here.) And last but not least... Please, leave a comment or something so I'll know that at least someone is reading this story. Thank you and enjoy of the story~ ^^

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In school, there is this girl who has long black hair like most of the girls. She wears a school uniform because she has to. But everyone knows that, if she could choose, she would wear boys' school uniform. Always when you see her during the free time, you wouldn’t be sure is she a boy or a girl, if you didn't know it. Skirt is changed into black pants, white shirt to black and the school uniform jacket into a long black leather or textile jacket. You never see her using any other colours except black. Maybe some little red or white details on the jacket or shirts but the main colour is always black. With black clothes, she always does a dark make up and her lips are full of piercings.

You can always see her walking alone in school but outside of school she has a friend whose style is also boyish and almost always black. The only difference of these two is that her friend has silver grey hair and only one piercing on left eyebrow. They seem to talk a lot and they know everything of each other. The silver grey haired is the only one who knows all the dark secrets of her friend. That she is bullied in school because of her style. Others just see the tough shell, which never breaks down. The black haired is the tough one and no-one wants to go near her. Everyone knows that she wouldn’t be afraid to beat someone up, if they made her mad. But she doesn’t want any friends. School is only a place where she goes because she has to. Goes there to pretend that she’s happy and everything is alright even though it’s all just a lie.

Inside the tough shell, is a little girl who has been hurt way too many times. She’s afraid to trust to anyone and that’s why she has only one friend who means the whole world to her, even her parents aren’t that important to her. It sounds rough but the truth is that her parents divorced a few years ago, and she couldn’t stand all the fighting, so she moved away. She lives alone in a little apartment in Ikebukuro. Her best friend is the only one who has seen the place but there is a good reason for that. Her apartment isn’t anything like the owner. Her apartment’s walls are painted white with two band posters on one wall and few pictures of her and her friend on the other wall. Also the furnitures are just plain brown. Except the sofa, which is black and it makes a nice little detail to her apartment. The place is very tiny and that's why it's usually very clean because it would be hard moving around there. Also the bass and amplifier take much room. She loves to play bass. It’s her way of letting bad feelings out.

Maybe that is enough about her for a while. Now I’m going to tell you a story, which changed her life and filled the empty shell with life.

This isn’t the end. It’s the beginning.